I have already concluded that I crush too hard. Over the weekend after I texted Cornell (and his responses were normal), I wasn't feeling so full of regret. But now I keep thinking that I screwed it all up. I got drunk and publicly assaulted the kid, and gave most everything up the first time we hung out alone. I figure he won't be calling. I mean, why would he?
Obviously I can't turn back time. And had I not thought he were a decent guy, I wouldn't care. But I tried and then I messed up and I guess now I just have to deal with it. And try not to screw it up again when someone new comes along.
Here's The Deal...
9 years ago
he prob sucked. I think everyguy that sleeps with a girl should at least have the decency to keep in touch. They claim to cut ties off with a girl because she was too "slutty" or made a move the first night...but why is it that they control the whole path.
ReplyDeleteidk if this makes sense...im kind of just rambling on but I would keep at it. Just keep texting him. Show to him that you have the attitude of someone that could give two shits. That'll bring him back in.
This is a different perspective. I should have known nothing would come of the situation - but I was honestly too wasted to know what was going on, and I would hope he'd understand that. Clearly he got what he wanted though, and was never intersted in the first placve.
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